How did I become a Tantric Therapist?
posted by Deva Harischandra Jessica
Around 2014/2015, a co-worker showed me a report from the newspaper A Gazeta/ES that talked about tantric massage in Vitória. The report was about a space where therapists trained and accredited by the Metamorfose Center work with the Deva Nishok method.
Li, I found it too surprising. Very mockingly he said that he wanted to live off that job. I kept getting it in my head. I wanted to receive the massage, but I thought it was expensive, I had fears, shame, prejudice ... I put a lot of obstacles and excuses for not going to live the experience.
Only in January 2018, when I was feeling very sad, depressed, I remembered the massage and decided to do it.
I went back to researching the Comunna Metamorfose website, looking for information about tantric massage. I became very interested in Tantra and got in touch with a wonderful therapist who works at Espaço in Vitória, quoted by the newspaper.
In my first session, I opted for the Sensitive Massage. I thought it was fantastic. It opened channels of sensitivity throughout my entire body. And it made me want even more to receive the massage again. To this day I love receiving Sensitive. The therapist was very attentive, we talked, we are both graduated in History, he was subtle, respectful, I asked for some reading instructions and he gave me. I left there radiant. I went to have lunch and enjoy my company at a restaurant near the place. It was great!
I received my second session in February. This time, I allowed myself to receive the Total Ecstasy Massage. It was amazing to feel the rise of Kundalini energy. The awareness that I have such strong orgasmic potential was very incredible. To this day, tantric massage has brought me numerous benefits. It's my favorite therapy. I left there thinking that everyone deserves to live this experience... Thinking about how it helped me to break away from so many things that made me sick... How it helped me to get to know myself...
Massage can contribute to the release of a huge amount of hormones that are good for us and cause an intense sense of well-being, with the strengthening of self-esteem, it can help us overcome paradigms, fears, traumas, to deconstruct limiting and repressive thoughts, not to mention the processes of consciousness expansion that I have already experienced over a series of sessions.
I really wanted to get to know Tantra better, I read some books that contain lectures and speeches by Osho, I went to Comunna Metamorfose 3 times. I participated in the workshops “O Caminho do Amor”, “Melting” and “Powers of the Feminine”. All jobs were amazing. The Comunna is for me a place of light, love and healing. Decent, honest work that resulted in unique and inexplicable experiences in my life.
Today I get too emotional when I make the appointments, I cry together, especially in the female appointments. Seeing a woman discovering her own energy, empowering herself, taking what is hers, finding herself, finding her place, is one of the most beautiful things I've ever witnessed in my life. Hear phrases like: “I'm alive! I'm alive! I'm alive", "I apologized to my body for neglecting it so much. How can we go so long without being touched like that?” “It's pretty crazy, it works on sexuality, but it wasn't sexual at all.” “How beautiful is this work! All women should know this!” “I leave here a new woman!” "I have a body that feels" "I always believed that I could feel very little"...
I feel a lot of gratitude. How happy it is to be a channel that, through this work, can lead people to so many discoveries about themselves. Being able to work with such beautiful and subtle energies of people fills my heart with joy and love. Really.
From the first massage I received, I knew that I wanted to become a therapist and work with the Deva Nishok method. When I first went to Sadhana Comunna, I already knew that I was going to do the Training in Tantric Therapeutics. I just did other workshops before as a preparation. And it was very worth it. How I grew up ... Every time I return to Comunna I am another person and when I leave there I am already another ... How many transformations! Much gratitude for the existence of that place that remains alive in me today.
It was the first time I was at Comunna, in May 2018, that I met a therapist who I consider to be a very important teacher throughout my career. With him I learned the technique of tantric massage, I learned a lot more, I met people, places and fundamental techniques for my personal and spiritual development.
In 2019 I got a mega gift. I won the Training in Tantric Therapeutics in a promotion by Comunna. I am grateful for everything I learned, lived and felt there. For all the hugs, looks and exchanges. For the beautiful people I met, for every experience and feeling. Gratitude!
Sometimes people come to me with a very distorted view of what Tantra or tantric massage would be. I know that this is a product of our sick society and that it still doesn't understand and treats some subjects as a huge taboo. But usually, in the initial conversation, people start to understand and become more interested or give up. When going through the first session, it is very common for wrong ideas and feelings to dissipate. One naturally feels what work is. That I am just a facilitator and that the process is unique to the person receiving the massage, which is an encounter with himself, a dive into his vast and deep existential ocean.
I thank all the people who are part of this trajectory: the teacher who offered me the newspaper to read, the therapist who made my first appointments, Deva Nishok for creating and spreading the method, the entire team at Comunna Metamorfose and the everyone who exchanged experiences with me in this place I love, the therapist who taught me so much, my mother, brothers and wonderful friends who supported me in everything from the beginning and all the models, without whom I would not be able to learn this very significant work . To all of you, the purest gratitude!
Being a tantric therapist requires courage, love, responsibility, respect for others and continuous training. Tantra has been the channel for more than wonderful things in my life. And if you want to know a little more about my work, I am open hearted to talk and clarify as much as I can.
Gratitude!