Reports of why I'm free

After I separated, my life was not easy, but I always worked with my daughter next door.

She works hard to get the job done, as it is better to live alone than in a relationship that has no support.

It took a while for me to get a boyfriend, but what I'm going to tell you here is the last one that tried to make me fail.

One day I was walking

with anguished heart

because I was suffering from an all wrong relationship.

Suffered all the time, with screams and mistreatment

After he managed to make me cry, he was embarrassed and asked for forgiveness, saying that what he did was not his reputation.

It happened because he was angry, which was to be forgotten and left in the past.

I didn't feel angry, because I thought it was a crisis,

but for a while I was watching,

that crises happened

only when he didn't get what he was planning.

the days went by,

the nights becoming bitter,

until I found out that every woman he tortured.

I became a frustrated woman, I didn't see color in anything anymore, the crises he had said that I was to blame.

Until I put an end to this relationship.

Because my daughter made me wake up, saying: get up, you don't deserve this torment.

I left, I was free, but inside me there was a void; everything I sought, did not fill my broken heart.

I decided to travel, visit other places, I thought about changing and starting from scratch in other airs.

So I went to a city,

where I really wanted to meet,

I was thrilled to have life,

to achieve what I always wanted to do!

I walked all day

through the city streets

looking for something

that met my need!

The void was still there, even in the city I came to love, I walked all day and I didn't find what could appease me.

that's when I got to where I was staying

That I stopped thinking about.

“If I have this emptiness that has nothing to fill, I need to know myself, otherwise nothing will be enough.

With that I sought help, for self knowledge

Today I can say, that I love and understand myself.

Things started to flow,

because the universe has returned and returns to me,

everything I did good.

And so I try to be better,

every day that passes,

Doing what's in my reach

for me and my beloved daughter.

The need has passed, because I learned to love myself and every detail in me, admire and appreciate ..

My father wrote me a phrase

That I even tattooed on the body:

"The good that does us good, is the good that we do to others"

So today, I am alone because I learned to like my own existence.

Do you too, woman, self-knowledge

You will get to know your body, mind and spirit, see that your temple is sacred and learn that you deserve much more, feel loved, and that if you are going to be mistreated, it is better to flap your wings than to spend the rest of your life tormented!