Why did I become a Tantric Therapist?
posted by Sagari Geovana
Life follows paths that are not always what we imagine as children!
I wanted to be a "sailor". Instead I graduated in Business Administration from the University of Passo Fundo and until December 2016 I worked in the commercial area.
Parallel to professional development, I felt that something was missing and many questions “who am I?” "What is the purpose of life?" "What is my purpose in life?" “How far is my responsibility and what is destiny?” “What should i accept and deliver?” "Where is the pleasure of living that is talked about in books?" and so many other questions. In the search for these answers I went through several therapeutic processes, many books and also churches, spiritual centers and philosophies such as Mahikari art, among others ...
In 2014 it was my first contact with tantric therapies. I started with active Ohso meditations, at an Ohso Festival of Meditation, Celebration and Dance, in Lumiar, Nova Friburgo - RJ. It was 5 days and I was dazzled by everything that was happening - chaotic breathing, catharsis, dance, vibration ... I felt alive, I wanted more of that.
Back in Florianópolis, I met an active meditation group Osho, led by Therapist of Metamorphosis and the subject of tantric massage came up. At first it didn't seem like a good idea! "What do you mean, I'm going to pay someone to masturbate !?" As I talked to people who had already gone through the experience, I started to get interested. To summarize, the first experiences were of deep emotional pain, not because of the massage, but because of the memories I accessed. But after rivers of tears and many hiccups, I was feeling more and more relieved, lighter, happier ... and one day it happened! There was an explosion of pleasure, I couldn't explain it, it was like a dam breaking and everything starting to flow and expand, I didn't feel the body anymore, it was just a vibration!
Along with my development process, I took a tantric massage course and started to participate in the Development Center. At the core, people who have already taken the course meet to practice and receive tantric massage under the guidance of a trained therapist. During this period when I was participating, a group of people decided that they would do the training for Tantric Therapist at Comuna Metamorfose in Itapeva, in the interior of Minas Gerais and asked me to go, so I was one more person to share the travel expenses. I wanted to go but I didn't want to either! I wanted it because I knew it would be a very profound experience and I didn't want it because I knew it would be a very profound experience!
Now you can conclude what happened, right?
Went!! And everything that was already changing has definitely changed! It was easy? No, it was not! I had to beat myself first, my prejudices, my judgments ... it was the barrier of terror, letting go of everything I thought I was and throwing myself into the unknown. What I can say is that I am much happier, I enjoy everything I do and I invigorate myself every day with my work!
This experience made me absolutely sure that the meditation, breathing and tantric massage techniques Deva Nishok has the power to transform, to add value to the lives of people who are looking for more! More awareness, more pleasure, more love, more prosperity and abundance for their lives and the lives of the people who relate to them!
And that is why I became a Tantric Therapist, to give other people what I was given!
I have a deep sense of gratitude for everyone who somehow participated in my healing process, for those who still participate and for those who will participate! And so we heal ourselves, I heal myself while I am a healing channel for the other!
Namaste!