Testimonials

My first experience with Kali and Dionysus was a mass extinction event. Something ancient, raw, and dominant lost its footing. Patterns that governed my body, my impulses, and my way of being were simply ripped from their position of power. It wasn't pretty. It was radical. After that, nothing internal ever functioned the same way again. Another kind of life began to emerge, still fragile, but possible. This second experience came with a different force. It didn't destroy what remained, but it displaced it. It was like a great movement of the waters, deep, slow, and relentless. Islands I thought I knew disappeared. Others emerged where before there was only open sea. Internal places I had never set foot in began to reveal themselves. Not as a promise, but as reality. I am still within this movement. My body knows. The field continues to reverberate. There is no rush to organize what has been touched. Some experiences need time to settle into the bone, the flesh, and the breath. What I can say with some clarity is that what was once a threat now has a different form. What survived did not remain the same. What was heavy has become lighter. What was rough has learned another language. This work doesn't close cycles. It inaugurates new eras. And I know that something within me has already entered another time.