Testimony from Carlos E. da S. Machado about Tantric massage

(...) I was in therapy for several years and the notion of myself has never been more impactful and enlightening to me. (...)
What about hj; it was a moment of so many emotions perceived in a fraction of seconds and minutes. At first, I felt some discomfort and shame, but then I let myself go and in the face of the process I felt very sorry for myself and the forced things I had witnessed and allowed in my childhood. The desire to cry came but I couldn't let it happen, but I had a feeling of well being, feeling good and the certainty that that moment of care was mine and that I had this right. To be happy is to feel connected to the present moment; I felt like that I would even risk a "depletion" of what I am capable of. For the first time I felt the subject of my emotions and my choices because I had chosen to be there for me, just for me. Master, I think that's what happened. Everything is so new to me this discovery of myself. I was in therapy for several years and the notion of myself has never been more impactful and enlightening to me. I think this is it. It is gratitude for being part of this process. Gratitude